Brain Update: It's settled...
 
...it' s a tumor.       The thought of cancer spreading to my brain has been  my worst fear...the kind of fear that brings tears to my eyes whenever I think or talk about the possibility.  Before my cancer diagnosis, I took my brain for granted.  Since my diagnosis, I was grateful everyday that my brain was cancer-free.        So now the thing that I feared the most has happened and surprisingly, I'm not freaking out.  I had two MRI studies and an MR spectroscopy .  I nitially, the lesion did not loo k  like a classic metastatic tumor.  I sent my images for second and third opinions  and now my case  has been reviewed by several oncologists, several neuroradiologists , a radiation oncologist and a neurosurgeon at five  institutions, in two states.  After some back-and-forth, my oncologist and the experts are all on board with call ing my lesion a metastat ic tumor.      In me eting with t...